I always enjoy your posts, they are refreshing and pardon if I use this saying but "food at the proper time".
Shane
first, and most important: thanks to all those who read my introduction-post last saturday, and especial thanks to those who replied.
like many who have been disfellowshipped (and especially those raised in the org) i've been dragged through icy waves of agonizing hurt and anger; often followed by times of peace and letting go; only to be hit by another turbulent and bitter bout of animosity and grief.
the tides do run deep, don't they.
I always enjoy your posts, they are refreshing and pardon if I use this saying but "food at the proper time".
Shane
Yeah tell me how they are faithful to a number, which I am as well as all the rest of the dubs. Oh pardon me they tell you not to use blood to save your life while using it in other means. And they don't want you to show love of country while they reap the rewards of living here, oh they want you to be so very happy with their weird justice behind closed doors when its slanted toward them in their favor, oh it caused me harm for not saluting the flag as kid I got the shit kicked out of me, oh I missed out on a much happier life by being raised a witness, oh I could have raised my kids better and happier by letting them taste life a bit, oh I could have had better self esteem if I would have played on the school basket ball team and had more chicks. And also I could have went to work for a federal job at a air base and made good money.
in the october 15 watchtower (the one dmouse used the cover of for his competition...) there is an article on how to make decisions.
this picture was part of it:.
note the image on the right.
It used to bother me a lot how the Witness images of paradise showed men wearing suits and ties, and women wearing skirts with pumps. For me that was a clue that they were nuts right off the bat while in my teens. Oh and of course seeing John Deer tractors mowing down grave stones after the great battle, that bothered me a great deal, like I am sure John Deer company would be spared. Get a life !!
i know this may sound kind of dum to talk about but its been a pain for a long time now.
my big toe on my left leg has been hurting i think it to be caused by a ingrown nail but i don't see anything and i cut the nail stright accross.
the side of mmy nail is inflamed and if i really get mad at it and squeeze hard on my toe pus will come out i soak it in salt water at night and put neosporen on it and wear shoes that have room for my toe, though its just been the last few weeks that i have wised up and got a pair that fits.
Thanks for the information, my toe get better than it comes right back it drives me nuts.
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i was just a little kid when the 1975 thing came about, didn't pay much attention to it, after it was over, my parents told me it was just some people being over anxious, and being about 8 at the time i believed it, now when you research you find some amazing articles.
what do you remember being told about 1975 as the year got closer ?
I was told not to worry about a good job, cause soon I could have my pick of homes from the ones who died. Sick huh.
genesis1:28 -gods purpose is to populating the earth , sex is not wrong but .
sexual before merriage is wrong .
(1 thess.
I think if you was to ask them and they were to ansure truthfully, breathing air is wrong too.
have any of you on this forum, ever met up with anyone considered famous?
i've met a great deal of people over the years.
one of my most memorable: dennis leary, drinking a few pints with him as he sang "margaritaville" from the jukebox.
Yeah I have, I watched the fourth of July fireworks with Jody Foster a actor at a place called Friday Harbor, WA her and I were setting together under her blanket, me with my youngest daughter of ten and her with a little toddler back in 1995. Then in the same town I would eat donuts and coffie with Timothy Dalton a actor, we became friends when I mistook him for a guy I knew on the main land. Timothy Dalton is a very down to earth actor, not a creep at all like most of them. I shared a smoke with Micky O'Roake an actor while working in Salt Lake City at that states capital building, he was filming a movie there he a very quite guy he does not say much, but he is cool enough. Oh and last if not lest I sat next to Robert Redford on a flight leaveing Salt Lake City to Seattle in 1979, I said its a small would huh? he just laughed.
i know this may sound kind of dum to talk about but its been a pain for a long time now.
my big toe on my left leg has been hurting i think it to be caused by a ingrown nail but i don't see anything and i cut the nail stright accross.
the side of mmy nail is inflamed and if i really get mad at it and squeeze hard on my toe pus will come out i soak it in salt water at night and put neosporen on it and wear shoes that have room for my toe, though its just been the last few weeks that i have wised up and got a pair that fits.
I know this may sound kind of dum to talk about but its been a pain for a long time now. My big toe on my left leg has been hurting I think it to be caused by a ingrown nail but I don't see anything and I cut the nail stright accross. The side of mmy nail is inflamed and if I really get mad at it and squeeze hard on my toe pus will come out I soak it in salt water at night and put Neosporen on it and wear shoes that have room for my toe, though its just been the last few weeks that I have wised up and got a pair that fits. In any event I hate it, I am afraid to go to the doctor they seem like they would just reach down there and rip my nail off. Sign: Wuss
just waiting for the final "decree absolute" to come through in the next 3 weeks or so.. but man why is it so hard, the final break.
i really need this to be over so i can finally get on with the rest of my life.. .
cas..feeling a little sorry for himself today.. feel free to offer any support or advice.
Divorce does hurt, unless you just had no love ever at all for your mate or your a simple ass which it does not sound like you are. It will take time, time is the only healer so be around others go where there is people go to some crazy church if you have to. Don't stay alone like I did. If you have kids never forget to spend time with them let them know how much you love them, children can heal you its in their nature. Then go some where and cry, then go shoot a game of pool and have a hamberger and frys, and above all don't do anything rash.
sorry if this is a sad question, but i know of 3 jw's that have suicided.
i haven't known any personally, but i was wondered if you know any or know of any jw's that have suiced?
and do you know the reason why?
I did all most, does that count? I was told by my doctor that my seizures could kill me, so I stopped taking my medication in an effort to kill myself a few months after my disfellowshipping I did not succeed. Suicide is an act of desperation, not an act of being a coward. Sometimes you can be delirious from way too many painful thoughts, that all you can think of sometimes is for them to stop in anyway you can. It was my kids and my fleshly brothers that helped me, and kept me from dieing.